Thursday, February 02, 2006

Blahs...

I apologize because this is probably going to be kind of a dismal post... I feel out of sorts. I feel like I have the blahs... I am excited because I have gotten so much scrapping done in my HOF pursuit, but at an expense... i get so focused on whatever project or idea that I adopt at any given time that I let other things slip...I am eating erratically, and it's bugging me because I feel like I only have to be 'bad' on my diet for a few days before I feel like I've ruined it all and I have to start all over! Obviously that's not so, but I am so polar sometimes. I swing so high, and so low, and sometimes I just wish I could meet in the middle and stay there for a while. I feel out of control very easily, if I don't feel like I have everything in my life micro-managed. I wish I was more easy-going, and more even-keel. (Like Timm, Michelle, and my dad. ) I admire these qualities in them, and I'm just glad that I have them to help keep me balanced.

5 comments:

rmt said...

I'm sorry your having a bad day, Jess! You're still my hero!

michelle said...

Hmm.. And I wish I could be as determined and dedicated to things as you (dieting, housekeeping, etc.). The grass is always greener.

dpw said...

Whew! If I could get half of what you accomplish done on a given day, I'd feel pretty good. I'm still marveling over your frozen dinner extravaganza (I'm quite jealous, truth be told). Give yourself a break now and then!

hc said...

I think we all have days like this, even those that we think have it all together. Sometimes it is nice to micro-manage everything but then again, it can also be nice to just go with the flow, so take a breath and give yourself a break :)

Jill said...

You know I have lots of days like this and often it feels like I just have to get through them because there's nothing external to change it. It's frustrating beyond belief, but I guess it makes the good days seem that much better. Stability would be nice though. At least you've managed to be ridiculously productive lately.

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